burnout as an excuse, when do I qualify for burnout, qualifying for food stamps, benefits, welfare, safety net, net, fishing, that fishing show, The Great Catch, prisons, neurodivergence, putting in your time, suffering as a badge of honor, Mad Pride, suffering as a qualifier for love and acceptance, the fact that actively identifying as disabled due to my sleep disorders or mental illnesses provides me with narratives that feel validating but also debilitating, the fact that the clinical and individual paradigms feel limiting, the fact that they paradoxically feel like they create more space for conversation and understanding but also fuel self-fulfilling prophecies of disability and struggle, “like the star's wellness brand, this whole show is a demented paean to self-indulgence” (source), Gwyneth Paltrow's Goop Arts, and Science,